"be careful what you wish for" ... it's quite true ... recently angry at the lack of options, i wish that i can be the one to choose instead of always being the options ...
and in a day or so ... it seems that the wish been granted and i am at a crossroad to choose which path to take
and it's hard to choose ... both paths have their obstacles and advantages ... now why does it feel like a curse than wish come true ??
in the end, i chose not to choose ... yes there always another option in life that's often not revealed (cheem right ??) ... going down either one of these two paths might not be right for me
or maybe the options were never mine to start with ?