that turtle dream

A Quick jot down of my Dream

walking a long stretch of restaurant ... with my ipod, listening to Will Young's "Leave Right Now" and carrying my blue water bottle

Saw my cousin n his frens with their respective spouse, queueing at a couple long queues to pay ... felt rather envious of them with their partner ...

when approaching the last queue, I saw the back of what look like my ex ... as i didnt have to make payment ... I walk pass her as she was paying ... I saw that she was indeed my ex but I kinda avoided approaching her as I had nothing to say to her and wanted to go to a 7 11 (for what? I got no bloody idea ... it's a dream and we just had to keep moving on)

as I was walking thru a small garden ... She approached me by the side and stopped me. took my water bottle ... did something so disgusting with it that I shall not mention ... rather pissed with her unexpected crude action ... I wanted to say my goodbye after she was done and continue my journey to 7 11 ...

She stopped me once again by pulling my hand ..

She asked if i find her attractive before, back when we are together ... (well it was a more intimate question but I shall not go into too much details)

I told her she was ... and she followed with another question ... why does the guy she is with now had the "turtle effect" with her ...

at first i didnt understand what she was saying ... till she explained with sign language and i realize it was erectile problem ... at that moment, I felt rather sour that she had to tell me such intimate problem ... listening to her unexpectedly confide her sexual problem to me ...

But then I saw her very lost expression and realized it was more important to set her mind at ease and to comfort her ... I put my arms around her and told her that she is still very attractive and it might just happen to some guys ...

and we walked to the 7 11 together ... the camera pan backward and upward ... and we see the dark morning lighting up to a rosy morning, much like the one painted at the end of Vanilla Sky ...

waking up ... I still had that bittersweet taste in my mouth and it weight so much in my heart ... I saw how blue the morning was (thanks to my blue curtain)... but it had that weird buzzing feel to it ... that felt so liberated

end of rambling

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