I Dreamt of Hamlet

This morning ... I found her again, all skinny and weak like a baby. I felt hopeless as I hold her in my hands. I tried to check if she still got sticky shit on her back. She is as clean as she was a baby.

A Christian friend gave me a bottle of water and I fed her with it.

Surprisingly she drank and drank... her body recovered back to her healthy self. My Christian friends proclaimed it's a miracle as I rolled my eyes.

Hamlet became her usual hungry self and rush to find food. She found her biscuit and started to nom at it.

I left her and faded away ... happy that she is back to her old self. It's so hard to forgive myself and this dream gave some closure that she might not be that upset with me.

I Dreamt of Hammie

I found his dead body again ... This time I cried so hard that it hurts ... I don't know why it hurts this much

that turtle dream

A Quick jot down of my Dream

walking a long stretch of restaurant ... with my ipod, listening to Will Young's "Leave Right Now" and carrying my blue water bottle

Saw my cousin n his frens with their respective spouse, queueing at a couple long queues to pay ... felt rather envious of them with their partner ...

when approaching the last queue, I saw the back of what look like my ex ... as i didnt have to make payment ... I walk pass her as she was paying ... I saw that she was indeed my ex but I kinda avoided approaching her as I had nothing to say to her and wanted to go to a 7 11 (for what? I got no bloody idea ... it's a dream and we just had to keep moving on)

as I was walking thru a small garden ... She approached me by the side and stopped me. took my water bottle ... did something so disgusting with it that I shall not mention ... rather pissed with her unexpected crude action ... I wanted to say my goodbye after she was done and continue my journey to 7 11 ...

She stopped me once again by pulling my hand ..

She asked if i find her attractive before, back when we are together ... (well it was a more intimate question but I shall not go into too much details)

I told her she was ... and she followed with another question ... why does the guy she is with now had the "turtle effect" with her ...

at first i didnt understand what she was saying ... till she explained with sign language and i realize it was erectile problem ... at that moment, I felt rather sour that she had to tell me such intimate problem ... listening to her unexpectedly confide her sexual problem to me ...

But then I saw her very lost expression and realized it was more important to set her mind at ease and to comfort her ... I put my arms around her and told her that she is still very attractive and it might just happen to some guys ...

and we walked to the 7 11 together ... the camera pan backward and upward ... and we see the dark morning lighting up to a rosy morning, much like the one painted at the end of Vanilla Sky ...

waking up ... I still had that bittersweet taste in my mouth and it weight so much in my heart ... I saw how blue the morning was (thanks to my blue curtain)... but it had that weird buzzing feel to it ... that felt so liberated

end of rambling

Check out Will Young's Leave Right Now Song at Youtube Here

Almost a wet dream pt 2

Last night, I dream of my ex gf and we were patching up, making out, having the "patch back" passion thingy going on.

and when things got so heat up, so passionate, I called out her name and guess what came out of my mouth ???

"Aileen" !!!! *(Name edited due to copyright reason)

My Best Fren from the Northern States!!! *(Location edited for identification purposes)

My ex gf in my dream gave me such a sad face that I was slapping my head in my dream .... why did I call out the wrong name !!!

Of course when such things happened (whether in reality or in dreams), things became soured and the "pack up n go scene" will occur ... why am I screwing up my own dreams ???

*Edited 10 Feb 09 11.15am

Almost a Wet Dream

I dreamt of my fren's sister ... someone who I am not that close to and haven't met for a long long time. This dream got her to seduce me right at the start ... asking me straight if I want to have sex with her ... She led me to her hostel room which looked simple to locate ... but once in the room, we realize there's no condom and I told her that I am going back to get

Once I gotten them and tired to find my way back to her room ... I realized it's actually quite difficult! It's like a maze and very rundown like Kowloon Tong City ... I became more panic and run up n down the stairs ... until time run out and I woke up ...

wondering why I bothered to practice safe sex in dreamland!

Movie Quote from Vanilla Sky

My dreams are a cruel joke. They taunt me. Even in my dreams I'm an idiot... who knows he's about to wake up to reality. If I could only avoid sleep. But I can't. I try to tell myself what to dream. I try to dream that I am flying. Something free. It never works...

David Aames (Vanilla Sky)